sometimes when i'm alone , i remembered all the memories past and i'm accompanied by tears of regret . pleasure i acted deceitfully for him to go because i fear the pain and suffering that i would face later . memories of love , laughter and tears with him are bitter memories that i can't accept because he is special . he never understand me , he always want me to understand him but i try and put up with all his will , but this he feedback to me ? tear me down for he is a thousand love not reveled from me to him . he never understand because i was only doll for him . this case the requirements of gods , separating the two of us i accepted willingly because all we've is not possible to be immortal . may gods bless your life with her .